This Funny Feeling...

I have this feeling again...I don't know how to describe it. It fortunately, is a good feeling. I don't have this feeling that often, however, everytime I do, something good has happened.

I've had this feeling at tax time, when I am waiting for my return. I usually sense when I am about to get it, because of this feeling.

I had this feeling when we landed a windfall of money, unexpectedly. A good thing.

I had this feeling just before I got a letter of a job offer, a good thing at the time.

This feeling allows me to bring things in to perspective. I get this feeling like I can accomplish anything. I mean anything. I think of all the great things that I want to accomplish in my life. I realize that my job means nothing to anyone except the millionaire who signs my check. It has no impact on my wife, my neighbor, this community, or anyone else, except the owner of the company.

I have had this feeling for a few days now. I have been doing chores most of the day, and with each chore I start, I get another idea of what I want to change in our house. I get ideas of how I want to get all of the closets organized...ideas of how great I want our yard to look this year...ideas of getting organized on our meals...ideas, positive ideas, thought provoking ideas.

I know that this feeling will pass soon. I will get a lot done, but won't truly accomplish a thing.

And with time, this feeling will return to excite my energy again, with plans of grandeur, that will set me off for a few days wanting to change myself, and the world at the same time.

If only I could get out from behind this computer...